NOT PerFeCt

If you ever feel the world is low,
If ever you reap what you never did sow,
Remember not all the seasons are beautiful
Not all the dishes are tasteful.

There isn’t a love without lust,
There isn’t a star without dust
Even the sun scatters through a window, the girl stinks who was once a meadow.

The autumn that makes the leaves dreamy,
The same makes them homelessly lonely
The girl who cried over her braid
Can now keep feelings unsaid.

The perfect world without fearful instinct
Where the colours of the rainbow are all distinct,
Doesn’t exsist and should never be,
It will kill the possibilities which you cant see.

It will have no dreams no unicorn,
The arcs of imagination would never be drawn.
There wouldn’t be new sunsets everyday
Noone would care about yesterday.

So let the tears roll down,
Let your hopes get make you frown,
Let the silliest joke make you laugh.
Beacause You’re a human afterall.

Parallel universe

Hi. I am sorry if the title seem technological.i assure the content wouldn’t. It will be relatable if you try to focus on yourself.

Sometimes when I am sitting with a group of people with whom I should be happy with,a little me inside me pokes me in my head and asks….seriously? Why don’t we run from here and go to”your”world. I shut her down. Nope. That’s not a right place. I’ll deal with you later… And she just goes back in my head.

I have realised with time. She’s honest. She’s realistic. I honestly find no happiness of my own in which people of my age do. Is it my fault? Or is it hers? I like to blame on her. It’s sad. But as she says. You can’t do any thing else.

She asks evrytime I check out a guy. Oh really? I reply no (chuckle). You know I am not a stable kind of person. I say to her. Oh no. That’s what she says. You don’t like anyone except you. You are critical and like to focus only on yourself. You are too self centered to pay attention to others. But you try to be social. But trust me you can’t.

Yeah. I agree to her. But fighting with everyone for telling them how I am is so ridiculous. I don’t want to something and people should get it. But yeah she says do you like around people. I answer no.

She is a darling. She keeps on reminding who I am. But I am too lazy to understand. I hope I listen to her someday. I’ll be happy that day I know.😊😊
P.s.i am highly irregular in writing. If you made till so far thank-you so much. And I’ll try to be regular. Thanks